Our church is starting the Good and Beautiful God by James Bryan Smith. I finally was able to get my hands on a copy of the book today (they're selling like hotcakes) and I could hardly wait to delve in. As a matter of fact, S had a good laugh when he looked over during the praise music piece of worship and saw me standing, tapping my foot to the beat, and already reading...

I'm excited. I'm excited for S and I to follow a study together for the first time as a married couple. And I'm excited about the community of women I am further sharing this journey with.

It would be a lie to say I wasn't anxious.

I was already discovering how difficult it is to juggle a full time job, a house, my friends & family, and love on my new husband... (where was God in those top three time consumers? Nowhere, until NOW!)
I have waxed and waned with periods of clinical depression and at times it completely zaps my motivation, and makes me angry with God.
I've never done a study start to finish, I always stop midway..
I crave something so much deeper, and I am afraid of being let down. There I said it, that is probably my top fear.


Sink or Swim... I'm diving in..

xoxo, K